Sunday, January 31, 2010

I remember when I went for my first practice.
Something both the girls said;
"When you join, when you commit to this team;
you have NO social life for 6 months.
your only friends are the people you are going to see all the time.
you won't have time for anything else.
you'll be tired everyday.
you will only think of this everyday of your life.
you won't be able to go out as often.
you cannot commit to anything else."

To be honest, at first. All I could think of was..
YEAH RIGHT THEY'RE JUST SAYING IT.
But, it's so brutally true, and sometimes.
I don't know how I pull through it.
But, it really makes me feel like a superhuman.

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ANYWAYS.
There was this group on Facebook that I saw last night..
In Loving Memory of (insert name).
And it really really strikes me on how short life is.

Reallllllyyyyy short.
Like, the ceiling fan on top of me could just drop.
and boom, die.
I could just toss Joyce and she sits on my spine.
and boom, die. (OKAY CHOI! KIDDING).
I could just walk in the carpark and a drunken person speeds.
and, boom die.
Robert Pattinson could just suck my blood.
and, boom die.
I could be in a lift, and it falls.
and, boom die.

Heck, I could just accidentally fall in a drain, and cannot come out, and die of starvation.
You get my point.

So, you know what I feel like doing.
I feel like writing each and everyone of my friend a letter.
Be it the most insignificant friend I have, like the most quiet guy in my class.
Or my closest friends.

I feel like writing a letter, to every single one of them.
That means probably a thousand letters :S
But what if I die tomorrow. I want to leave a special something for everyone.

But then again, I'm so lazy to start writing a thousand letters.
I'm missing so many people.
And loads of em are online.
But I'm lazy to start a conversation.
What is wrong with me.


OKAY BYE!

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Shake Shake Now Drop!




i think this girl is very amazing and kewl
8)


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ANYWAYS.
i'm super duper sorry for the ultimate lack of updates.
i've never been like this before.

i finally have time to type in this blogger box.
(pssst, cindydy give me time to reply sorry ahh!)
anyways, school has been so extremely taxing.
i love love love tuesdays cause i get to come home at 1.05 pm and it's pure bliss.

nothing has been going on as usual, it's just the same old routine as usual.
and and.

happy belated birthday theng yen.
stop pissing me off okay please and thankew.
pfffffft. we're not friends anymore.

happy belated birthday tan shin vern,
you are the one of the coolest peep i personally know and luv luv luv.

uh and happy belated birthday whoever else that slipped my mind teehee.
and i hope daryl is doing good in Perth :)

oh yaaa. happy birthday alex liew, gentatsuki, gaston teng tu chuan!
thanks for being great dudes 8)

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i've been feeling quite emo of late.
and my ipod isnt being much help SERIOUSLY.
cause i usually listen to my ipod while doing my homework.
and when i'm feeling super down, it plays songs that will like.. add salt to the wound kinda shiz.
crap im so emo but it is TRUE!

and im proud to say that im quite :/ over something that actually matters and not some stupid boy issue.

i think Joyce is secretly plotting to kill me.
sakit leher aku.

and recently prefects have gotten on my damn bloody nerves man.
i mean, they're seriously going overboard.
especially the probates, zomgsh!
dont try TOO hard to find fault in everyone else simply because you're too desperate to join the board.
and look good in your cv.

it's pretty darn obvious if you're really crying foul or just plain finding fault.
seriously. stop.it.geeeesh!

and currently, I'm missing loads of people :(
like loads and loads of people.
i wish i had the time to call all of em out for dinner/ice cream/pancakes/etc like i did back in form 4.
now it's like i don't have time for anything or anyone.
and it kinda sucks.
but at the same time, im making loadsa new friendships in schools.
especially with the form4s which is a pretty darn (Y) thing.

and my lovely bunch of cheermates as well.
:D
i see you guys more than i see my mummy/daddy.

okay i love all you readers.
(if there still is any :|)
and this is my 399th post. YAY.
keep reading okay.

love love love.

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

This was in Bangkok.
The McDs there are the yummiest (Y) seriously.


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Below are Penang pics.
Nothing much to post about :S









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I think Peter Chao looks kinda cute here. haha.


kay loadsa stuff to be done,
BYE :/

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

I Rearry Rearry Veli Sadd.




haha i wish!

Sunday, January 3, 2010

Two Is Better Than One?

This morning I read May Zhee's blog.
She's Malaysia's youngest author at the age of 16 publishing two books.
And one of my most loved book is written by her.
Her blog is something i frequent as well.

And her latest post is really something I have been wanting to type here.
But I just can't seem to find the words to.

www.mayzhee.blogspot.com
it's the 1st of January post.


everyone around me is getting attached or already is.
so annoying. ( okay no la kidding, or maybe not D: )

NO BOYS FOR 2010.
period.

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So... It's 2010 Huh?



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My New Year resolutions:
1) Study like a pig.
WAIT NO. pigs are lazy. stupid. study like... crazy!

2) Don't overeat.
At chinese restaurants, stop eating TWO (sometimes three) bowls of rice. One will do Manda.

3) Be more sociable. And not the opposite.
Yes. Exactly.

4) Spend less than 5 hours a day on the laptop.
Not likely. But will try. :/

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My 2010 Goals:
1) Straight A1s.
No, not straight As, straight A1s.
HAHA YEAH RIGHT LA AS IF, where got possible wan la this one -.-

2) Be thin and lean.
I'm currently chubby, not good.

3) Bring home the championship trophy.
One of the most important goal of the year.
No, second place won't do.

4) Don't buy anymore clothes.
Manda, you already have 10KG worth of clothes that you lunged back from Bangkok.

5) Attend youth and church every week.
God is number one Manda. God is number one.

6) Keep all friends close.
Unless they become mean or ... yeah mean.
Don't lose anymore friends.

7) Save money for Sydney.
AHEM RACHEL TAN something something - i am yet to find out your full name.
-_____-"

8) Be nice to EVERYONE.
.... or at least be neutral to those I don't really um, fancy.
cause i'm nice nice nice nice 8) yes i am nice.

9) Finish ALL my homework everyday.
even puan ooi lee kim's. seriously manda seriously.
just... do it.

10) Respect parents and sister. and extended family. (even the super extended ones who talk bad about me)
stop being a b__ manda. even though they were b___es/b___y first.
i'm not like them.

11) Save save save money.
for DSLR, new phone, new iPod, TV in room, PSP, Nintendo DS, Macbook Pro/iMac.
(i am a pretty techy person as you can see)

12) Don't fall for ANYONE.
no boys.
2010 will be a no boys year. and it will be the ultimate boy-fasting year.
i will not fall in like with ANY boy. or have ANY crushes.

13) Stop sleeping in class.
it's not that difficult Manda.
it really isn't.
8)

14) Give to society.
stop holding on to clothes that don't fit anymore.
visit orphanages, handicap homes.
make time for the less fortunate :) i will i will.

15) Don't be a bimbo.
I will not.
I will not.
I really will not.
I'm 16 and I'm not a kid.
So, I will not.

16) Use zero plastic bags at supermarkets.
I already put 2 biodegradable bags in each car at home
:)
I do not want the world to explode in 2012.


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OKAY AT THE END OF 2010 I SHALL SEE WHICH I ACCOMPLISHED.

Actually I don't know what's the difference between resolutions and goals.
:S
okay whatever who cares!


k bye bye. it's 3.38AM.
crap!